Will I Ever Move On? Noo

No matter what you do or what I do, some part of me will always be stuck on you..
You were almost mine, and that “almost” f*kng breaks my heart constantly, maybe that’s all we will ever be, an incomplete sentence, a half written story, finished without an ending, but I can’t move on..
There is not a single day that goes past where I don’t think about you, about us, about what we used to be..
You brought the happiness out in me, a side I had never seen so much of before… You made me the happiest person in the whole planet, just being in your presence..
I’m struggling because everytime I see your name, your texts, or even thinking about you.. my heart drops and I wanna cry..
With each night that goes by, I go to sleep hoping it’ll all get easier tomorrow and it never does.. I think i’m struggling because it’s really hard to move on when deep down I don’t want to.